Tuesday, 5 January 2010 @01:04
I had a dream.
I went home from school, it was dark. my parents and I went to a place that looked like Hall 14's canteen to buy dinner. my mom ordered pineapple rice, and I rebelled, shouting and screaming, that I haven't eaten for 2 days and I wanted to eat something I like, I even slammed the table.
we walked out, in the grass on the ground i saw me and my father's wallet, I saw a chance. My father turned around and asks if anyone had seen his wallet, and he saw me. I threw it at him with all my might, picked up my wallet and made a dash for the canteen to buy something I want, somehow I wasn't able to, my mother stopped me easily. I was weak and slow.
I got home, in the end getting no proper dinner. I microwaved a chicken drumlet, which I thought was from KFC. I was relieved, and I really loved KFC chicken.
I ate, while using the laptop, while sitting in this... new shower/bathing device.water sprayed down gently from the top, into a small little tub-like thing that's made of the same material as bath tubs. somehow by that time the plate of chicken didn't exist anymore, and neither my hands,head or laptop got wet even though It was so close to all the water and splashing. I was sitting. It was comfortable. On my laptop I was talking with Su Hui, telling her how pissed I was at my mom, and describing the Pineapple rice. Then I typed alot of things and kept going, I think I discovered something, so i frantically sent them over. Then I realized I've sent all those to Valerie.
My heart raced, remembering that she finds me irritating, i quickly apologized and scolded myself and told me to stop putting her chat window minimized just to have the feeling that we're still chatting. Then I told Su Hui, and I noticed that me and val were talking again. above all my sudden flood of words, was a really long long reply. Valerie's fonts were red/pink/orangish, and in arial. I read the first few words, something about "Just keep silent, blabla going to be awkward blablabla", then I felt like I know the whole text and read it already, so i continued to copy and paste the things over to Su Hui. I knew that moment that I was leaving someone. I probably had another girlfriend, and we broke up. So I took her advice, in the end still not knowing who was I leaving, or what happened, but I knew it was a romantic partner.
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Here's why its weird.
I'm always calm, I hardly lose my temper at all. I don't understand why did I get so worked up about the pineapple rice.
I do not know at all what the pineapple rice is like at all, but during the dream I had a image of it, and "remembered" that it was disgusting.(so I remembered something thats never happened/ the future)
I do not really love KFC chicken, they're nice, but I don't really go for them.
It took all my strength to throw a wallet afew meters. and I was slow and weak, unable to even get through my mother. Was I fat? Did I not eat for 2 days to try and slim down? Was my mother ordering the pineapple rice to try and control what I eat?
All the other people in the Canteen were oblivious to our huge argument and fight, its like we didn't really exist.
Valerie was talking to me again, but she's matured, Su Hui is still pretty much how she's like now. Shi Chun was missing. Was she the one I was leaving?
The new thing that I bathed/showered in, its not invented yet, but it was a nice system. And somehow i was able to safely use my laptop right beside it.
The place i lived at. it looked identical to Hall 14, but it was dark, the canteen stalls were different. According to this part of the dream, this should be something that's happened BEFORE, or in a parallel universe. Before as in, back when i was young, like p3-ish. That'll make sense of why I got so pissed, and my lack of strength and speed. Also explains why Valerie was talking to me, but not why Su Hui was, nor why Valerie was a more mature person, which all indicate to be in the future.
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